My favorite Google searches that have pulled up my blog:
"a day in the life of a mortician"
"crazy drunk sex"
"el lamo"
"a day in the life of a mortician"
"crazy drunk sex"
"el lamo"
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
I have a life!
I said goodbye to this sweet 'ole blog a looooong time ago. Since then, I have gotten married (October 2010), graduated in (December 2011... only 1 semester late!), & moved on with my life. I originally made this blog private after I took a leave of absense from school, but I've been thinking that maybe, just maybe someone might like to read it one day.
Enjoy, kiddos! And any of you nursing school folks, you can do it.
Enjoy, kiddos! And any of you nursing school folks, you can do it.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Bye bye birdy
Due to the mental health issues, I am taking a semester off of school, hence no more crazynursingstudent. (not that I've been blogging anyway).
Bye bye birdy.
Bye bye birdy.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
I feel crazy.
I feel like a lost cause.
I feel like I will never be whole again.
I feel f*cked up.
Panic attacks. They are consuming me. 7 in in the last week.
2 were today.
They keep getting worse and worse and worse.
Doc gave me Xanax. It calms me for an hour, but the panic attacks still come, interfering with my work and social/family life.
I think no one understands me.
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It's truely hell.
I feel like a lost cause.
I feel like I will never be whole again.
I feel f*cked up.
Panic attacks. They are consuming me. 7 in in the last week.
2 were today.
They keep getting worse and worse and worse.
Doc gave me Xanax. It calms me for an hour, but the panic attacks still come, interfering with my work and social/family life.
I think no one understands me.
I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It's truely hell.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Today, I am thankful for my health. I am thankful for my fiance and my families health.
I am humbled by what I saw today.
Today, at the hospital, I met a woman in her early twenties with two adorably rambunctious children. Her husband is in the hospital with cancer. You can look at him and know he has cancer. He is in his early twenties as well, but he looks about fourty because he is so sick. They are such a sweet family. Because I am soon to be married, it made me feel even more for that family. That could be me, or someone I know. These are the things people don't dare dream about when they say "I do". I cannot imagine what the wife is feeling, knowing that she has to care for her sick husband and young children. I cannot imagine being the husband and feeling the weight of cancer and providing for a family, wondering how your loved ones will manage if you don't make it.
Oh, my heart breaks for them.
I am humbled by what I saw today.
Today, at the hospital, I met a woman in her early twenties with two adorably rambunctious children. Her husband is in the hospital with cancer. You can look at him and know he has cancer. He is in his early twenties as well, but he looks about fourty because he is so sick. They are such a sweet family. Because I am soon to be married, it made me feel even more for that family. That could be me, or someone I know. These are the things people don't dare dream about when they say "I do". I cannot imagine what the wife is feeling, knowing that she has to care for her sick husband and young children. I cannot imagine being the husband and feeling the weight of cancer and providing for a family, wondering how your loved ones will manage if you don't make it.
Oh, my heart breaks for them.
It's okay...
...to not take summer classes for once
...to be really freaked out by the "processed meat" in dog food/treats
...to be freaked out by man-boobs
...to not care if half of your family doesn't attend your wedding
...to not be surprised when your best friend tells you she's bisexual
...to miss not getting blog comments, even though your rarely blog
...to pretend to be sleeping when your fiance annoyingly grinds on your bum early in the morning
...to giggle in your head when your fiance steps in dog poop
...to stall out 10,000 times while trying to learn not to drive a 5 speed
...to have senioritis when you're a junior
...to not take summer classes for once
...to be really freaked out by the "processed meat" in dog food/treats
...to be freaked out by man-boobs
...to not care if half of your family doesn't attend your wedding
...to not be surprised when your best friend tells you she's bisexual
...to miss not getting blog comments, even though your rarely blog
...to pretend to be sleeping when your fiance annoyingly grinds on your bum early in the morning
...to giggle in your head when your fiance steps in dog poop
...to stall out 10,000 times while trying to learn not to drive a 5 speed
...to have senioritis when you're a junior
Friday, May 7, 2010
How I spent my first day of summer
I spent my first and probably last day of summer break taking maternity pictures, which happen to be my absolute favorite to shoot. It must be the aspiring midwife in me, but I am so in love with pregnant women. They are absolutely captivating! I hope you enjoy this little peek of how I spent my day.
PS: The last 2 photos show some nudity, so if you're not cool with viewing what mother nature gave us, avert your eyes!
I absolutely adore this picture. I love the blissful expression on this proud momma's face. It's like she is basking in the beauty of blossoming motherhood. Pregnancy is truely captivating.
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