Dormant

Text message I just sent my fiance: "You are my rock. You make me feel strong when I'm  not."

Bloggy friends... I am going idle.

This semester is taking it's toll on me. I feel down, I have had 2 panic attacks this month, one that was very severe. The last one was last night, and thankfully I was safe and sound in my fiance's arms. I need the rest of the semester to focus only on making it until May; then I will hopefully be more stable. This semester is so hard that I think it might break me. I hate every class, and almost every professor. I dread school anymore, and its making me sick and sad.

I'm not saying that I won't write, because I am certain there will be some stories I want to write down for me to remember and read later. I am just trying to take some pressure off myself by going dormant. Almost every day I open a blank post, only to get frustrated and close out of it.

If you don't mind, say a little tiny prayer for me. I greatly appreciate it.