I feel crazy.

I feel like a lost cause.

I feel like I will never be whole again.

I feel f*cked up.

Panic attacks. They are consuming me. 7 in in the last week.

2 were today.

They keep getting worse and worse and worse.

Doc gave me Xanax. It calms me for an hour, but the panic attacks still come, interfering with my work and social/family life.

I think no one understands me.

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. It's truely hell.